Hope everyone gets a lot of treats and no tricks, 🙂
Monthly Archives: October 2011
What’s new
Aside from watching Today show segments while I am getting dressed for work in the morning, or clips of various news shows in the locker room at my gym, I don’t watch news broadcasts. There, I said it, I don’t watch the news. I’m not quite sure when I stopped watching the news, however, I will say that I have no desire to dive back into television news viewing. If it’s not the latest natural disaster scare, or repeated reporting on the Dow Jones most recent plummet, it is the continuing focus on the rising unemployment rates and dismal state of the economy. For an individual like me likens her job to getting a root canal with no Novocaine, the constant reminder that we are basically stuck between a rock and a crashing building is akin to having a pitchfork repeatedly shoved into our abdomens. While I believe that it is important for people to be educated about the state of affairs in the U.S. and abroad, I need a break from the doom and gloom that is the news today. Quite frankly, I don’t care to add yet another point of stress, frustration, disappointment, and tragedy into my life. Believe me when I tell you I have had enough stress, frustration, disappointment, and tragedy to last me another lifetime. Oh, and don’t even get me started on the almost daily shenanigans of the individuals who are vying to become President of the United States. The country is falling down a steep rabbit hole and what do we the people get, a crop of clowns that for all the rhetoric they spew have virtually zero ability to empathize with struggling Americans who are being crushed by the current state of affairs. The thought of any of these individuals taking over the wheel of an already sinking ship is enough to make me want to permanently stay out of the loop.
My self-imposed hiatus from watching the news has no definitive time table. Right now, I am glad not to be subjected to a near constant flow of dread, although, at some point I know that I will have to lift my head out of the sand.
What’s new
Aside from watching Today show segments while I am getting dressed for work in the morning, or clips of various news shows in the locker room at my gym, I don’t watch news broadcasts. There, I said it, I don’t watch the news. I’m not quite sure when I stopped watching the news, however, I will say that I have no desire to dive back into television news viewing. If it’s not the latest natural disaster scare, or repeated reporting on the Dow Jones most recent plummet, it is the continuing focus on the rising unemployment rates and dismal state of the economy. For an individual like me likens her job to getting a root canal with no Novocaine, the constant reminder that we are basically stuck between a rock and a crashing building is akin to having a pitchfork repeatedly shoved into our abdomens. While I believe that it is important for people to be educated about the state of affairs in the U.S. and abroad, I need a break from the doom and gloom that is the news today. Quite frankly, I don’t care to add yet another point of stress, frustration, disappointment, and tragedy into my life. Believe me when I tell you I have had enough stress, frustration, disappointment, and tragedy to last me another lifetime. Oh, and don’t even get me started on the almost daily shenanigans of the individuals who are vying to become President of the United States. The country is falling down a steep rabbit hole and what do we the people get, a crop of clowns that for all the rhetoric they spew have virtually zero ability to empathize with struggling Americans who are being crushed by the current state of affairs. The thought of any of these individuals taking over the wheel of an already sinking ship is enough to make me want to permanently stay out of the loop.
My self-imposed hiatus from watching the news has no definitive time table. Right now, I am glad not to be subjected to a near constant flow of dread, although, at some point I know that I will have to lift my head out of the sand.
It’s not you, it’s me
I’m thankful that yesterday the jaw of hell, otherwise known as my job, did not prevent me from going on a run at the gym. It has been a little over a week or more since I have been able to get out of the office to take a run on the treadmill. It’s funny to think that just a short while ago I had a love/hate relationship with running. I hated to run, but loved how good I felt afterward. Today, running has become something that I am determined to incorporate into my life to sustain balance and shape. Balance and shape are two things that were in very short supply for my mother prior to her death. For as long as I can remember, my mother had always struggled with weight, although there is photographic evidence from her youth that reveals a once svelte woman. Somewhere along the line, the svelte young woman became a mother of four with a husband that she wrapped her whole world around, and when that husband passed away, she turned to what she felt would comfort her. Instead of being a sustaining life force, food became an enemy in my mother’s life that when coupled with no exercise, loneliness, and depression led to a headlong collision with death.
I’ve never personally struggled with weight, nevertheless, my slim exterior covered the fact that I was desperately out of shape. Little by little, however, I am beginning to take control of my fitness level and may I say that I am loving how strong I feel, that and the added little extra of fitting perfectly into a dress I haven’t worn in years. Other people have been noticing my transformation as well, and except for a few people who I am convinced think my transformation has more to do with grief than time put in at the gym, I’m glad that what I have been doing for my inside is reflecting on my outside. With this transformation has come the “What have you been doing lately?” and “We have got to hit the gym together” statements. “What I have been doing lately” is not a problem for me to answer. I love sharing tales from my gym classes and leading people to workout videos that perpetually challenge me; it is the “We have got to hit the gym together” statement that sets me running for the hills. It’s not that I don’t want my friends, coworkers and acquaintances to get fit, I do, it’s just I don’t want to be there when they do. You see, gym time is “me time,” a time when I feel that I have some semblance of control over my life. I can run on the treadmill and/or take a cardio sculpt class, all while sweating profusely and blocking out everyone and everything around me. I like the fact that I am not strapped down to someone elses’s schedule, along with not feeling obligated to carry on a conversation with my “gym buddy.” Virtually every time I go to the gym, I see people with their gym buddies (usually woman) who instead of pushing each other to go deeper, spend time gabbing about celebrities, what they watched on TV last night, what is happening at their jobs or their relationships. For me, that is called brunch, not a workout.
I am fully aware that not all gym buddies work to suck the vigor out of a workout. There are countless stories of gym buddies who have served as a constant source of motivation and inspiration for one another down the path towards good health and fitness. Unfortunately for the people that ask me to go to they gym with them, I am not one of those people. I like going it alone which is something that is entirely about me, not the person that is asking me to go to the gym with them. This is something about me that will probably never change and so if you are ever at the receiving end of one of my awkward “I like to go to the gym alone” proclamations, please don’t take it personally. When it comes to going to the gym, it isn’t you, it’s me.
It’s not you, it’s me
I’m thankful that yesterday the jaw of hell, otherwise known as my job, did not prevent me from going on a run at the gym. It has been a little over a week or more since I have been able to get out of the office to take a run on the treadmill. It’s funny to think that just a short while ago I had a love/hate relationship with running. I hated to run, but loved how good I felt afterward. Today, running has become something that I am determined to incorporate into my life to sustain balance and shape. Balance and shape are two things that were in very short supply for my mother prior to her death. For as long as I can remember, my mother had always struggled with weight, although there is photographic evidence from her youth that reveals a once svelte woman. Somewhere along the line, the svelte young woman became a mother of four with a husband that she wrapped her whole world around, and when that husband passed away, she turned to what she felt would comfort her. Instead of being a sustaining life force, food became an enemy in my mother’s life that when coupled with no exercise, loneliness, and depression led to a headlong collision with death.
I’ve never personally struggled with weight, nevertheless, my slim exterior covered the fact that I was desperately out of shape. Little by little, however, I am beginning to take control of my fitness level and may I say that I am loving how strong I feel, that and the added little extra of fitting perfectly into a dress I haven’t worn in years. Other people have been noticing my transformation as well, and except for a few people who I am convinced think my transformation has more to do with grief than time put in at the gym, I’m glad that what I have been doing for my inside is reflecting on my outside. With this transformation has come the “What have you been doing lately?” and “We have got to hit the gym together” statements. “What I have been doing lately” is not a problem for me to answer. I love sharing tales from my gym classes and leading people to workout videos that perpetually challenge me; it is the “We have got to hit the gym together” statement that sets me running for the hills. It’s not that I don’t want my friends, coworkers and acquaintances to get fit, I do, it’s just I don’t want to be there when they do. You see, gym time is “me time,” a time when I feel that I have some semblance of control over my life. I can run on the treadmill and/or take a cardio sculpt class, all while sweating profusely and blocking out everyone and everything around me. I like the fact that I am not strapped down to someone elses’s schedule, along with not feeling obligated to carry on a conversation with my “gym buddy.” Virtually every time I go to the gym, I see people with their gym buddies (usually woman) who instead of pushing each other to go deeper, spend time gabbing about celebrities, what they watched on TV last night, what is happening at their jobs or their relationships. For me, that is called brunch, not a workout.
I am fully aware that not all gym buddies work to suck the vigor out of a workout. There are countless stories of gym buddies who have served as a constant source of motivation and inspiration for one another down the path towards good health and fitness. Unfortunately for the people that ask me to go to they gym with them, I am not one of those people. I like going it alone which is something that is entirely about me, not the person that is asking me to go to the gym with them. This is something about me that will probably never change and so if you are ever at the receiving end of one of my awkward “I like to go to the gym alone” proclamations, please don’t take it personally. When it comes to going to the gym, it isn’t you, it’s me.
Princess or Provocative
We live in a world where girls as young as 8 (and younger) are being trafficked to men who view these girls as sexual objects to be physically and sexually used at their whim. And in a sense, TV, movies, and magazines participate in bolstering the perverted image of the provocative little girl. Although we will never be able to eradicate the wicked and perverse triggers that lead men to sexualize little girls, as individuals we can take an affirmative stand against the sexualization of young girls. Individually, we can start by taking a stand against the providers of the “Sexy” costumes for little girls by not buying and/or recommending these costumes. As consumers, we have a lot of power as to what stays or goes. It is my hope that one day the “Sexy” costume for little girls will go away, far away.
Princess or Provocative
We live in a world where girls as young as 8 (and younger) are being trafficked to men who view these girls as sexual objects to be physically and sexually used at their whim. And in a sense, TV, movies, and magazines participate in bolstering the perverted image of the provocative little girl. Although we will never be able to eradicate the wicked and perverse triggers that lead men to sexualize little girls, as individuals we can take an affirmative stand against the sexualization of young girls. Individually, we can start by taking a stand against the providers of the “Sexy” costumes for little girls by not buying and/or recommending these costumes. As consumers, we have a lot of power as to what stays or goes. It is my hope that one day the “Sexy” costume for little girls will go away, far away.